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For a concept piece I produced this track to audibly convey one of my autistic meltdowns. After unknowingly learning to mask over the years my outbursts as a child become more and more internalised.
On the outside I may show very little or no signs, but internally this represent what im going through. By this point i would have removed myself from the situation so I can go home and try to push down and contain the meltdown in private. For a full breakdown of this song click here
After staying strong for the family I needed to express my own grief after a family member was killed.
I did this in the form of this track, using emotional samples from various cartoons and one from my favourite movie; Crows Zero
The samples are from some great emotional scenes in animated tv shows which really helped me convey the emotions felt for this track. They include;
- Midnight Gospel (great show, one episode was heavy and perfectly suited this track)
- Bojack Horseman (a deep scene plus a speech from his father)
- Wreck it Ralph (we all know the goosebump giving scene towards the end here)
- Rick and Morty (enough said)
- Goku's grief (when android 8 died :'( )
My emotional instrumental track "for the love of snow" with samples of emotional scenes from different movies and tv shows like game of thrones, fresh prince, breaking bad etc.
I chose samples based on its emotion and what I was feeling at that time over the space of this past year dealing with loss.
I made this beat with a "Holiday" feel to it as I first made the beat in holiday season last year.
Happy Holidays! x
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